When you look in the mirror and you dont look at your face, and all you see is flab hanging off you and you feel so stupid and ugly
When you put a pair of tights on and the fat hangs out over the top and you just want to cut it all off.
When you eat anything, you feel it just shows on you straight away
When you eat a carb, and you want to be sick and never eat one again
When youre with your partner and they touch you, and you want them to get off because you feel so self concious around them.
When you want to hide yourself in big clothes and jumpers, cos you are affraid to wear the things that suit the skinny girls.